Golden Heard fears possibly being sued again by her ex Johnny Depp.
Heard's first since the high-profile criticism preliminary among her and Depp.
She said in court during their criticism preliminary, she "actually has love" for Depp.
"I love him. I cherished him with my entire existence," Heard said.
"I have no terrible sentiments or hostility towards him by any means," she added.
Heard said she accepted "by far most of this preliminary was worked out via virtual entertainment."
I'm not an ideal casualty. Be that as it may, when I affirmed I requested that the jury see me.
She countersued him for US$100 million and the two of them were viewed as at risk of maligning.